Hey guys, how's it going? Is the new year treating you well?

Meh, I gotta admit it's been rough here.

The night after Christmas I was caught trying to overdose again so I was taken to a hospital (a real shitty one).

Y'see, that night at the hospital REALLY fucked me up, I didn't know it was legal for a hospital to treat their patients so poorly (Then again, this is Mexico. All patients were in a single room, some of us were laying on the floor 'cause there weren't enough beds for everyone.)

Hat n' Eli were just staring while I really, REALLY wished I didn't make it. They were upset when the nurses handled me 'cause they had no fucking chill. They were injecting me like I was some fucking christmas turkey and looking at me all disgusted.

Those fucking bitches were talking shit when they thought I was asleep. Hope they didn't get paid at all.

All that experience made me realize I'm not really worth shit, n' that I'm practically unwanted.

But so what? Donald Trump is also unwanted yet he's still smiling and spewing shit on national TV.

So I decided I shouldn't give a shit anymore. Time to stop being Mr. Selfless guy.

If ya gonna treat me like shit, you will have a bad time, son.