Recently (like, yesterday) I got my second wisdom tooth removed.

It was painful, yes.

I felt like punching the doctor even though he's a sweetheart, yes.

The anesthesic helped shit get done quick AND gave me a few hours of pure unexplained happiness, in a few days I'll be pain free, yes.

But the problem is; I'm gonna be sick as long as blood keeps coming out.

Like; here I am, sitting in front of the computer in a school day 'cause I threw up all the blood I swallowed overnight (12 hours of good sleep, though), now I'm hungry but I'm still not supposed to eat. At least heavy, greasy meals.

And the constant fear that the string will break too early is just shitty.

I can't wait for next week.

...Have those days when you're tired as fuck?

Like, I should be used to it, my anxiety causes insomia (whatever it's spelled like) so it's no big deal, right?

Well it is, highschool is not cheap nor easy to be wasted in sleeping while on class.

I wish I could get rid of my tiredness.
 

I don't know what ya guys think, but if you truly love your partner or friends you won't feel the need to do something 'special' on Valentine's.

I mean, I didn't do anything too out of this world for my girlfriend (except for a quick painting, I really felt like painting her character) 'cause as I told her; "My love for you grows everyday." And I wasn't expecting a gift either because whatever I wanted I already have it, and it was being with her.

That doesn't mean you guys can't do anything on Valentine's, I mean it's very sweet if you suddenly come up with something like chocolates, flowers (I prefer them in pots or plastic ones, you know, so it can last as the love you're supposed to feel), cards, sex (?)... But I think it'd be better if you do it on a random day and not necessarily on Valentine's. Maybe after Valentine's because chocolates and gifts are the cheapest.

Also, don't get all bitter because you don't have a lover on Valentine's. You can also spend your time with your friends or family because this is a day to celebrate love (platonic, romantic, familiar, to one self, hate-love(?) so yeah, go out with your friends, buy some beers, fuck shit up with them, hug your dog, kiss your grandma's cheek, thank your mother, treat yo self, whatever you want to do, just don't shove a stick up your butt and enjoy this day (or don't, you bitter motherfucker).

Hey, sup. This is Alix.

I don't know why I'm writing this but whatevs, my profile looks empty and I'm procrastinating homework so.

I'm an amateur artist, almost hardcore gamer, sophomore highschooler(I think so?), angry little bag of garbage.

Last thing's kinda true.

I'm from Mexico City, my lifetime goal is becoming a kinda recognized animator/musician/game developer.

I'm into shit tons of stuff like The Behemoth games, The Binding of Isaac, OFF by Mortis Ghost, Homestuck, Minecraft, TF2, Gears of War, Don't Starve, Five Nights at Freddy's, Luftrausers, Super Smash Bros and Nintendo in general.

I'm a hardcore theorist, if I happen to like a videogame I immediatly try to create theories about certain stuff.

I draw stuff, I write stuff, I'm learning animation, I'm not a serious artist.