Hey guys, it's been quite a long time since I last posted something here.

You see, I kind of need to vent, let a few strangers listen to me and decide if it's worth keep going or not.

First of all, I might drop out of highschool and since Mexico is an unforgiving country, I can say I already failed in life.

Then, today I decided to breakup with my partner (Well, were made to do so by my hallucinations).

Let's add a few illnesses, night terrors, an alternative personality and many familiar problems to the stew of bullshit and we will have suicidal tendencies.

If you have stalked my personal blog on Tumblr a bit, you will probably know suicide has been an option many times through my life (The latest attempt 2 months ago). And trust me, right now it seems like a good idea after ruining what little chance I had to be happy with someone I've been in love with for 2 years.

I could say I'm not familiar with happiness, pretty much I haven't smiled wholeheartedly since I finished Elementary School. It's kind of normal of me to accept prematurely that I won't do much in life, and that will be my damnation.

Without anything else to rant about, I might leave the Internet before deciding between death and life in this battle against my own body and my own mind.

Hope you have a great day. Remember you matter, someone cares, and you will always be loved.